Goner

Time passes and the cloud still lingers My sanity is slipping thru my fingers I ask myself why and how much longer And she responds “when you realize he’s a goner”

Emptiness

This place of emptiness is odd yet welcomed The old me is dead and gone but beckoned I dont want to go back and i know i cant And certain stories i refuse to recant But this feeling is so new im terrified And with each step theres no guide Its just me, walking away... Continue Reading →

Ego

Im tired of asking the same questions I been learned the main lesson The same lesson over and over again The same pain with no end game To be a woman scorned When I was already warned Seems like a joke But thats the ego I stroked

Gray

Its almost too much all at once So much I had invested in us I won’t encounter another peaceful day Just clouds the 50 shades of gray

Dead

Im at the hands of my addiction My life, my greatest affliction To be welcomed every day To enter my home and stay To every bleeding numb moment To the extent that I grieve, I love it But the body cant gap the bridge between me and her And I’m dwindling as she spirals to... Continue Reading →

Struggle

My struggle has always been my motivation. Took me a while to recover from the devastation When nightmares are your reality You have a list of people you would rather be When the anxiety doesn't stop burning And your depression continues yearning It feels like a never ending filmstrip I gotta catch myself , get... Continue Reading →

Creation

Women like me are rare to see We hide in the dark and create the art That sits within the crevice of your skin That pulls out the words that fly like birds Out to the world, I'm that girl Each year, each step another station Just trying to find the right foundations Searching for... Continue Reading →

This Isn’t Luck

Luck is finding a penny heads up, or even a twenty tucked in the grass I don’t expect you to understand with your head up your ass But don’t disrespect my success by labeling it luck The lazy don’t understand hard work, in the clouds forever stuck You couldn’t fathom the long nights and even... Continue Reading →

I Miss Everything

I miss those days When you would caress my face Hold me tight Keep me safe I miss the countless years That got away from us I miss the innocence of that first time I miss the ignorance and all its bliss I miss the butterflies The long nights The goosebumps I miss that once... Continue Reading →

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