Me

Anxiety taunted me Depression tortured me And when I thought it was over they both needed me

Goner

Time passes and the cloud still lingers My sanity is slipping thru my fingers I ask myself why and how much longer And she responds “when you realize he’s a goner”

Emptiness

This place of emptiness is odd yet welcomed The old me is dead and gone but beckoned I dont want to go back and i know i cant And certain stories i refuse to recant But this feeling is so new im terrified And with each step theres no guide Its just me, walking away... Continue Reading →

Ego

Im tired of asking the same questions I been learned the main lesson The same lesson over and over again The same pain with no end game To be a woman scorned When I was already warned Seems like a joke But thats the ego I stroked

Gray

Its almost too much all at once So much I had invested in us I won’t encounter another peaceful day Just clouds the 50 shades of gray

Dead

Im at the hands of my addiction My life, my greatest affliction To be welcomed every day To enter my home and stay To every bleeding numb moment To the extent that I grieve, I love it But the body cant gap the bridge between me and her And I’m dwindling as she spirals to... Continue Reading →

A Few

I hit rock bottom a few times Tried to cheer my soul with a few rhymes Walked with caution through a few mines Acted out of struggle on a few crimes Walked blindly past a few signs And ended up blowing my own mind

My Pockets

Sleep in ya pants just to keep your phone in ya pocket Piled like trash, the skeletons hiding in ya closet Long lies led to double lives Russian roulette to see who survives Explaining double showers on cold days Hoping little lies won’t go a thousand ways Praying she won’t open the door Uncover and... Continue Reading →

Sundays

I don’t know what it is about Sundays Im good all week or at least some days But then comes Sunday, and that heartless fire Got me calling you a liar Got me taking deep breathes trying to focus Unless I say a word you wouldn’t notice My everything is a mess Fighting demons -... Continue Reading →

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