A Few

I hit rock bottom a few times Tried to cheer my soul with a few rhymes Walked with caution through a few mines Acted out of struggle on a few crimes Walked blindly past a few signs And ended up blowing my own mind

Struggle

My struggle has always been my motivation. Took me a while to recover from the devastation When nightmares are your reality You have a list of people you would rather be When the anxiety doesn't stop burning And your depression continues yearning It feels like a never ending filmstrip I gotta catch myself , get... Continue Reading →

I Can’t

I can't shake it off I can't forget I try so hard Yet it wont leave me Every quiet moment It consumes me Piece by piece Ive lost my sanity

Late Night

Late night thoughts Bout everything I’ve come across All the demons I’ve fought All the moments I’ve lost All the if’s, and’s, or buts Those feelings in my gut The tears, raw and uncut Anxiety has arrived , sorry to interrupt

I Refuse.

I don’t want to go thru your phone at 4am I don’t want to pluck the petals from the stem I don't want to count how many showers I don’t want your guilty flowers I don’t want to stare out of the windows I don’t want to deal with my heart as it billows I... Continue Reading →

It’s My Life

I had an encounter today That left me feeling some type of way I have to wonder if it’s all worth it If I earned enough karma to deserve this I asked the skies for a sign next day you appear, my answer in disguise I'm not surprised for I've lived my life In the... Continue Reading →

How?

How do you measure a mess? That for ten years you kept suppressed At each bump an attempt to digress Hoping each path leads to success They used to tell me to trust the process Fuck the process I need to progress I'm not that little girl in the polka dot dress I'm that bitch... Continue Reading →

My Pockets

Sleep in ya pants just to keep your phone in ya pocket Piled like trash, the skeletons hiding in ya closet Long lies led to double lives Russian roulette to see who survives Explaining double showers on cold days Hoping little lies won’t go a thousand ways Praying she won’t open the door Uncover and... Continue Reading →

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