Drip

Drippin in sin Mourning within Walk straight into the abyss To never again feel like this To never again feel Weak against any ordeal Blood drips off my fingertips Numb for I cant feel this I wont pray for the mind gone array The mind will find its way In a field of mindless disarray

Struggle

My struggle has always been my motivation. Took me a while to recover from the devastation When nightmares are your reality You have a list of people you would rather be When the anxiety doesn't stop burning And your depression continues yearning It feels like a never ending filmstrip I gotta catch myself , get... Continue Reading →

Late Night

Late night thoughts Bout everything I’ve come across All the demons I’ve fought All the moments I’ve lost All the if’s, and’s, or buts Those feelings in my gut The tears, raw and uncut Anxiety has arrived , sorry to interrupt

I Refuse.

I don’t want to go thru your phone at 4am I don’t want to pluck the petals from the stem I don't want to count how many showers I don’t want your guilty flowers I don’t want to stare out of the windows I don’t want to deal with my heart as it billows I... Continue Reading →

My Pockets

Sleep in ya pants just to keep your phone in ya pocket Piled like trash, the skeletons hiding in ya closet Long lies led to double lives Russian roulette to see who survives Explaining double showers on cold days Hoping little lies won’t go a thousand ways Praying she won’t open the door Uncover and... Continue Reading →

Dark Hole

This pain please console This heart slowly unroll Pull each thorn from my soul Lift me out of this dark hole

Ive Been Lost

  I found this in my notes application- Sitting untouched for almost a year. I have a plethora of notes saved, a mess of unfinished poems, unfound emotions, and never ending questions. Sometimes I feel as if I'm writing the same poem twice. Its hard for me to write about sunshine's and rainbows, I'm oblivious... Continue Reading →

Where My Peace Is

I can't seem to put away the memories I'm not exactly sure what they meant to me They light every match within me They take every quiet moment from me Every time I snap out- the video is rewinded So that once again I can be reminded I ponder the thought of loving you again... Continue Reading →

Sundays

I don’t know what it is about Sundays Im good all week or at least some days But then comes Sunday, and that heartless fire Got me calling you a liar Got me taking deep breathes trying to focus Unless I say a word you wouldn’t notice My everything is a mess Fighting demons -... Continue Reading →

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