My struggle has always been my motivation.
Took me a while to recover from the devastation
When nightmares are your reality
You have a list of people you would rather be
When the anxiety doesn’t stop burning
And your depression continues yearning
It feels like a never ending filmstrip
I gotta catch myself , get a grip
Looking in the mirror- all I see is her
With tears in her eyes- the past is a blur
I wish I had the words to explain
What looking back at a life In vain
Does to a mind thats gone insane
Like a movie I don’t remember watching
Like a heist I don’t remember plotting
Like a life I don’t remember living
Flashbacks that leave me unforgiving
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