I Refuse.

I don’t want to go thru your phone at 4am

I don’t want to pluck the petals from the stem

I don’t want to count how many showers

I don’t want your guilty flowers

I don’t want to stare out of the windows

I don’t want to deal with my heart as it billows

I don’t want to sit in the dark awaiting your arrival

I don’t want the lies you scraped for your survival

I don’t want to share my life, my peace or my body

I don’t want to waste my time on just anybody

I refuse to deal with it

I refuse to wait for you to admit

I refuse to sit in your cheating mist

I refuse to succumb to your dumb wit

I refuse to be that dumb bitch

I refuse to be played by a hypocrite

I refuse to be forced to recommit

I refuse to have a life split

I refuse to hide in conflict

I refuse cause I can and I ain’t dealing with your shit