I don’t want to go thru your phone at 4am
I don’t want to pluck the petals from the stem
I don’t want to count how many showers
I don’t want your guilty flowers
I don’t want to stare out of the windows
I don’t want to deal with my heart as it billows
I don’t want to sit in the dark awaiting your arrival
I don’t want the lies you scraped for your survival
I don’t want to share my life, my peace or my body
I don’t want to waste my time on just anybody
I refuse to deal with it
I refuse to wait for you to admit
I refuse to sit in your cheating mist
I refuse to succumb to your dumb wit
I refuse to be that dumb bitch
I refuse to be played by a hypocrite
I refuse to be forced to recommit
I refuse to have a life split
I refuse to hide in conflict
I refuse cause I can and I ain’t dealing with your shit
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