Im Not Ready

What if I’m not ready?

I feel like we had this talk already

Why are you so self-centered?

Now I regret letting you enter

This is my life, my choices

I’m not going to bullied by the voices

I had a plan before you came around

I’m not just going to let you drag me down

My mother sacrificed her youth for me

So I’m sorry but with you I cannot agree

We have stood together for so long

Enjoying our youth with each bong

But I cannot be forced

You can’t threaten me with divorce

I have loved you forever

And you promised you would stand by me through whatever

So now? You won’t look at me?

Then fine let me be

But I am the beholder of my own body

And when I’m ready, the miracle of life will be bestowed upon me