I’ve lived my life suppressed
My memories I constantly neglect
I am not strong enough to forget and forgive
So much has happened I’m shocked I still know how to live
I don’t trust anyone not a single soul
My innocence and youth they stole
You’re not to blame but you’ve made it worse
How did someone like you create someone like me?
All I do is think, hoping I’d find the key
If only you knew what your daughter has become
I stare blankly at the sun
For it reminds me of my life, on fire
No emotions, not even the slightest desire
I have been abused in every sense of the word
And as an adult I still feel unheard
When will it pass, when can I move on
Or will the wind pass and I’m gone
Why didn’t you protect me like you promised?
It’s as if I need to make sure you’re at your calmest
When will my voice be heard?
Or should it constantly be deferred?