I Refuse.

I don’t want to go thru your phone at 4am I don’t want to pluck the petals from the stem I don't want to count how many showers I don’t want your guilty flowers I don’t want to stare out of the windows I don’t want to deal with my heart as it billows I... Continue Reading →

It’s My Life

I had an encounter today That left me feeling some type of way I have to wonder if it’s all worth it If I earned enough karma to deserve this I asked the skies for a sign next day you appear, my answer in disguise I'm not surprised for I've lived my life In the... Continue Reading →

How?

How do you measure a mess? That for ten years you kept suppressed At each bump an attempt to digress Hoping each path leads to success They used to tell me to trust the process Fuck the process I need to progress I'm not that little girl in the polka dot dress I'm that bitch... Continue Reading →

My Pockets

Sleep in ya pants just to keep your phone in ya pocket Piled like trash, the skeletons hiding in ya closet Long lies led to double lives Russian roulette to see who survives Explaining double showers on cold days Hoping little lies won’t go a thousand ways Praying she won’t open the door Uncover and... Continue Reading →

I Can Feel Her

I used to pray that I'd go numb For fucks sake Sharde, how dumb Spent years getting myself toasted enough Just to put on a mask and act all tough Who the hell am I anymore Routines turned me into a bore Shes in there I can feel her

Dark Hole

This pain please console This heart slowly unroll Pull each thorn from my soul Lift me out of this dark hole

Ive Been Lost

  I found this in my notes application- Sitting untouched for almost a year. I have a plethora of notes saved, a mess of unfinished poems, unfound emotions, and never ending questions. Sometimes I feel as if I'm writing the same poem twice. Its hard for me to write about sunshine's and rainbows, I'm oblivious... Continue Reading →

Where My Peace Is

I can't seem to put away the memories I'm not exactly sure what they meant to me They light every match within me They take every quiet moment from me Every time I snap out- the video is rewinded So that once again I can be reminded I ponder the thought of loving you again... Continue Reading →

Sundays

I don’t know what it is about Sundays Im good all week or at least some days But then comes Sunday, and that heartless fire Got me calling you a liar Got me taking deep breathes trying to focus Unless I say a word you wouldn’t notice My everything is a mess Fighting demons -... Continue Reading →

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